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August 17th, 2007

10:27 am - hey yo. well, life is better. way better. :] school starts in 5 days. yay! and i know im not the only one who is excited. im just the only one to admit im excited. lmao. :] well, thats all. buh bye. Current Mood: content

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August 9th, 2007

09:59 am - its been a while well. last time i was on here was back when i went to ohio. a good couple months ago. and i figured, "hey why not post something in livejournal" even though i forgot my password and i had to go through the whole -getting your password back mess - but anywho, now im on and even though i have a total of maybe like 5 friends i still think what im saying is important. aaron, i love you so much and i know that this past month or so ive been a total jerk and probably the worst girlfriend and best friend i could possibly be. when i said everything would get better this time, i meant it. im not ready to loose you or stop loving you. you are who i want to be. you always have been. even before we started dating. if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be the person i am today [ well at least the good part of me ]. i wouldnt care about people's feelings, i wouldnt have straight a's, and well, you know what else. it is hard to me to see how great i have it, even when your standing right in front of me. and in this case it takes something drastic, something extreme, to show me that. theres this song and part of it goes: " i know im not deserving of your trust from you right now, but if by chance you change your mind you know i will not let you down" and i keep replying it in my head. because i know that i can change. ive already changed so what's a little more change? right? and i know im repeating myself. but its because i dont know exactly how to say the things i want to say, to you. its hard. i could always tell you anything. i still can. no matter what. and i am sorry for taking that for granted. i love you aaron louis safer. you mean everything to me. and i will NOT let anything come in the way of that again. even still after all this my "speech" sounds ackward. oh well. i hope you get the point. <33333 i love you forever, lois lane. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- on another note: i broke my pinky on tuesday. bummer. it was turning band camp. nothing extreme or anything. but i cant toss and i look retarded of the feild not doing the work, but oh well. ill catch up. on today and tomorrow left. and aaron comes back on sunday. the end. Current Location: downstairs Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: red jumpsuit

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April 10th, 2007

10:41 pm - meghans im at meghans. emilia is here. chole is here. i am here. and meghan is here. we are all here. here here here. WORRRDDDDDDDD. nigggga! fuck my buttttt.. goodbye<333333 oh ps. OHIO IN LIKE 1 HOUR. ROCK ON NIGGA FEST. emilia thinks im cute. pss. im naked. pss. kidding. keep your penis down. :] hi aaron. bye aaron. sweetdreams. kbye. wait! i sense a brainstorm coming oopps. just a shower. im stupid. bye bye. ahhhhhhhhh! im going to kiss emilia. bye. and meghan. and chole. im a whore. sorry aaron. i love you still. im a lesbian. kidding. but i kiss girls. am i bisexual? i dont think so. wait! maybe. haha kidding. why am i hyper? ill ask a genius. hello ashley. you are beuatiful.. heroin is bad. goodnight all. oh and pssss. i dont do heroin. i didnt even spell it right. im lame. kbye. oh no. im not done. i like red meat. hehe. and meghan and i like our meat cooked. not raw. xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox boo! did i scare you? thought not. kbye. Current Mood: crazy

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April 5th, 2007

09:18 pm - um. yeah. so during this week i have come to some sort of conclusion that a lot of people have livejournal. so i figured i would get one. i mean it does not help that i do not know how to use it or what to do, but im pretty sure i can manage. okay. first post complete. night. Current Mood: exhausted

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